RE: God has heard your cry..loved you anyway..don't harden now -
08-02-2005, 10:16 PM
Oh my brother, I truly hear you. I have been at precipice, just like the Israelites, when I look to the East, I saw obstacles, when I look in the south, I saw more obstacles. Oh, I wouldnt face it. I wouldnt go before Him, I didnt even believe in Him enough to put my face before Him and weep. I kept looking back, how someone molested me, used me, how I cheated or lied or did evil before my God, the Father who made me and has a purpose for me. Oh, how wretched a being I was! I had to confess before my brethren on how I had lied. It was the hardest thing I had ever done. I kept justifying myself and making public confession afraid of something going to happen. Oh, how I revered people rather than my Lord, God. The kind of Kings and Lord of Lords!
Oh, I tell you when I confessed. I was relieved. My life would never be the same again, but I had to carry the shame upon my weary shoulders. Oh, how all my friends forsook me and I had to walk all alone. But that night, the night I will never forget. It happened. I had been looking back for a long time. I had become thinner and thinner and oh, I had to talk to someone. But all had left, those that I depended on. Those friends that I confided on and trusted, I looked with watery eyes as my world fell apart. Then I remembered that at twelve I had dedicated my life to God. People thought I was a star, but I hurt inside. People scorned, I was a pretender. No one knew about sin except some few friends and siblings and also parents. So I hid, but it increased. No one warned me, not even my father. But this night, he told me even though I felt like he was cutting my lungs with an arrow. He had to; it had gotten out of control. He lovingly talked to me and I just sat there. He prayed.
I tell you God showed me how sin is exceedingly sinful and like the woman; I went and sin no more! Oh, praise God! Now I wake up not feeling guilty but loving God everyday and trusting him each day of my life. When I breathe, I say thank you God and create in me a clean heart so I may worship thee.
Anyone can brake from the bondage of the devil, for Jesus came to set the captives free. Just confess that Jesus is Lord and you will see, sin as it is
Sin No More!
So if anyone is struggling, you can still hear that small voice calling. Dont harden your heart my friend, just hearken to His voice and you will have truly have a peace of mind. Just right now after you read this message, just say, Jesus is Lord and got on your knees and believe. He will surely change you this very moment and you will forever move forward and not look back. Everyday of your life you will be thanking Him for His grace and yes, you can do it. Dont you let the devil win now, Jesus won. Let God and leave it and sin no more and God who sees a truly repentant soul, will surely forgive you.
May God once again shine His face upon His Servant and remember His Savants sin no more.
Amen.
The world is still beautiful.
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