[BKVO]

Originally Posted by marleylisty

I know killing isnt a good thing and believe me its the last...oh....maybe first thing on my mind now. But i cant kill myself and i cant even hurt a fly or Mosquito....but right now with the level of anger that i hold i think i can kill a a human Being

You are right.....maybe i am under pressure...........lakini i cant afford to go for a vacation in a time like this....i am definately things will go haywire.....aki i cant...i could have lakini siwezi........AKI I JUST FEEL LIKE THINGS ARE FALLING APART.......NAWEZA KILL MTU

Hehehehe go slow my dear....try talk to someone you close to...woiye i feel you wish you can share it out....but PLEASE JUST DONT KILL!

[marleylisty]

Originally Posted by sdolphin

Surely it cant be that bad.

When things get on top of me i talk to my mum. I dont neccesarily have to tell her whats going on but i always seem to feel better.
Try it you, may well be surprised.

Dont stress too much. You probably didnt have this problem a few months ago and in a few months it will most likely be sorted. Nothing goes on forever.

Take heart. And mashada is always here for you to vent

No killing please even if its a mende

I cant kill even a amende.....................but lakini.........................what if i am not that close with my mum....yaani....we are not open to each other...i just cant face her and tell her whatever is troubling me and i feel this sudden pressure building inside me.....and i certainly dont like it.
It had mould me into some kind of a cruel, selfish human being with acold heart...........hata mpaka killing someone is on my mind....i am tired of sight of human beings ....so annoying................i am turning into something else......i can feel it

[BBB]

If you are a kikuyu they is this saying that says they ing elephant. "GOTHIRE KEDO NJONGU"

Sorry but it will pass. For me what i do .........if i'm at work this white pple i make thire life heel mtu ajaribu to cross my line i always tell them...........

I will shred you like the way u see me doing to this papers.............

Jana this is what happned ......Haya when i'm driving ati a white old mama try's to tell me i'm wrong i came out of the car DRAMA and i said you white pple you dont know us black we dont think where do i move show meeeeeeeee yani drama........tukana yeye and all your pressure will go..........ati her car had a srach........dog she was old she tried to hold me i told her i will shot her..... Dog...... Kiss my black ass.....mimi i dont care take to police..........

Ama go to church....................Pray..............

[marleylisty]

Originally Posted by dotNet

marleylisty do you wanna go somewhere quiet and private so we can have a chat about whats affecting you? A friend is here for you... ur not alone in this and I'd like to help..... wanna talk about it?

I would love to meet and share out my problem but the state which i am right now doesnt allow me since i feel like i am suicidal.....i feel like i am a threat to the human being race.....i am dangerous..........i fear i might do something wrong when i meet you

[rake81]

Originally Posted by marleylisty

I would love to meet and share out my problem but the state which i am right now doesnt allow me since i feel like i am suicidal.....i feel like i am a threat to the human being race.....i am dangerous..........i fear i might do something wrong when i meet you

wah wah wah!! that is some serious sh!t bwana ... kwani whats happening??

[marleylisty]

Originally Posted by dotNet

marleylisty do you wanna go somewhere quiet and private so we can have a chat about whats affecting you? A friend is here for you... ur not alone in this and I'd like to help..... wanna talk about it?

I would love to meet and share out my problem but the state which i am right now doesnt allow me since i feel like i am suicidal.....i feel like i am a threat to the human being race.....i am dangerous..........i fear i might do something wrong when i meet you

[marleylisty]

Originally Posted by DeepStyck

tried weed

sasa wewe.....aki imagine you are not assisting me.....and YES....I have tried weed and it doesnt work since i take it once then i feel like shida zimeenda but in the end reality still stands...................................aki naskia mbaya

[marleylisty]

Originally Posted by ptothemwah

dotnet lol chief shut your captain save a hoe ass.... fake ass quack!!

am a a bit confused here!exactly what do you mean by "Captain save a hoe ass"?because what came forth was th use of the vocab HOE.........Who is being reffered to as the hoe here?aaaaiiii....sielewi....

[sweetesthing]

so have you relaxed?? we all have those days

[marleylisty]

Originally Posted by a.k.a

you are being hard on yourself lady

lakini sasa nifanyeje.......................i feel like the ground could open adn swallow me