I will get there someday

dush · (#1 (**permalink**))

http://www.nationaudio.com/News/Dail...ent/story3.htm

Mashadites this message has inspired me to think and rethink my life.
Sometimes I pity myself, other times I feel like the more trial and tribulations I face the stronger I am. I fell down but I got up.

Not to sound desperate but at times I read the posts that ask
a) Who would you like to meet from mashada, or
b) Who from mashada would you like to date, or
c) Now that the bash is on, who would you take?
I realize that I will forever not be on those lists.

Same as the world out there. I am not on anyone's list. To have as a friend, or to date, or to hang out with. Because I am a walking corpse, dead within, no matter how much I love and want to be loved - there will be no one for me.

Otherwise, you all have a nice week and never forget how lucky you are. Please do not take your life for granted, take care of your relationships and be happy to being alive.

g · (#2 (**permalink**))

Take heart dush.....

msemakweli · (#3 (**permalink**))

I think ur probably in need of more inspiring/uplifting messages than most people..although when i'm having one of 'those days' i could give u a serious run for ur money,sikudangayi!!

Of course ur can get tired, fed up,feel that the well of postitivity is all but drained,i can only sympathasize for that there is some big### cross...in my humble opinion u make it look easier than it actually is......keep that head up!

Now while i didn't post on the thread u mentioned...i'll respond here

>a) Who would you like to meet from
>mashada...anyone that i feel we on the same wavelength/encourages/inspires/cheers me up..yes u def on my list(not just saying that either!)

Take me up on it @my inbox!

I call it as i see it!!

kamata123 · (#4 (**permalink**))

>Sometimes I pity myself, other times I
>feel like the more trial and
>tribulations I face the stronger I am. I
>fell down but I got up.

Take heart girl you and the other lady (can't recall her name) are two very beautiful and strong pple

>Not to sound desperate but at times I
>read the posts that ask
>a) Who would you like to meet from
>mashada, or
>b) Who from mashada would you like to
>date, or
>c) Now that the bash is on, who would
>you take?
>I realize that I will forever not be on
>those lists.

Sometimes everyone needs a shoulder to lean on, a hand to hold. I feel you on that one. What you may /not have realised is that there is a very strong shoulder (Gods) to lean on. If you ever read the african short stories(The silent song), there is a xter who got salvation in a very different way from what his bro was insisting on.

>Same as the world out there. I am not on
>anyone's list. To have as a friend, or
>to date, or to hang out with. Because I
>am a walking corpse, dead within, no
>matter how much I love and want to be
>loved - there will be no one for me.

Read the post of silent mashidites. Some pple r there with you in soul. They even hold dear thoughts of you only that they don't come out openly.
Sometimes it is good to be labelled "bad" or to have no friends than to act hypocritically and have many false friends who are only too ready to laugh at you instead of with you

>Otherwise, you all have a nice week and
>never forget how lucky you are. Please
>do not take your life for granted, take
>care of your relationships and be happy
>to being alive.

You are a source of inspiration to many. Take courage girl and know that God loves you dearly.

kamata123shika

shiro74 · (#5 (**permalink**))

Kamata 123,
I couldn't have put it better,. Better to labelled " bad" because you stand for yourself and what you believe in than to be a hyprocrite. Listen, you don't need a thousand freinds to be happy and feel worthwhile, that is something that you have cultivate within you and believe in yourself. Never seek approval from people because many a times the same people who applaude when you arrive are the same people who will stab you on the back. Please don't get me wrong because it is perfectly okay to have millions of freinds to laugh with but how many of those can you count on when things are thick. It is better to have a million acquitances and two or three freinds who would never desert me no matter what.

hottie_gal · (#6 (**permalink**))

much looove to yah dush

ciiku · (#7 (**permalink**))

@Dush - You are one of my sources of inspiration.
Hang in there! I wish you knew how much you have helped me put my problems in perspective and thus not give up.

Vicki · (#8 (**permalink**))

Funny. I have no idea who dush is, but yet as I sit here I learn one of the most important lessons life has to offer.
Dush, go to a bookstore and look for a book called 'Tuesdays With Morrie' by Mitch Albom, and make sure you read it. Its a small book, (bout 200 pages) and very captivating. Read and tell me what you think of it.

cybil · (#9 (**permalink**))

Dush YOU ARE ANNOYING UGHHH!!!

NO ONE WANTS TO MEET YOU DEAL WITH IT, IT HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH YOUR SICKNESS OR HEALTH YOU ARE JUST PLAIN BORING. WHAT IS THE POINT OF HOOKING UP WITH SOMEONE WHO THINK THEMSELVES AT THE END OF THE ROAD ALL THE GODDAMN TIME?

WHOSE GLASS IS HALF EMPTY ALL THE GODDAMN TIME?

YOU ARE ANNOYING, BORING, AND WORSE STILL IRRITATING. IF YOU NEED A SHRINK GO SEEK ONE. STOP LOOKING FOR LOVE USING PITY! do something with your life and get it off our faces ACHA UPUZI!

If you are a walking corpse, do us all a favor and bury yourself early! YES I SAID IT!

ninawasalimia · (#10 (**permalink**))

and you go back and lift those heavy boxes cybil!! that's what you get for being poor!