[spider-ndwalz]

do u ever wonder that maybe you had no choice when coming to a foreign country? that maybe you really never wanted to but you had to coz if you didnt u'd get a thorough whoop in the ass or something dreadful like that. Who here is/ was in such a circumstance- am talking bout those who had to come coz their relaz were here and stuff even tho moyo inasema zii- i want to study in kenya....how do you deal with that?

[chemical]

@ndwalz msafiri mbele akitazama nyuma hujikwaa nini?....
You will never appreciate whatever is in store for you wherever you are...if your eyes are steady focused over your shoulder...

[namefulsana]

Ndwalz,i feel you.Mi i kujad alone.No relas chillin4me.Was hell&months b4 i left i was goin thru serious depression!!...kidogo prayin i dont get the damn visa but it never worked...postponed my flight twice and annoyed everyone in the house:)Only came the weekend be4 school started.
Starting afresh!So glad i'll never go thru dat again in life coz now am ready to face new places alone!And make new friends.Can even move to Iraq now:D
Annoyin thin?Some of the friends u're leavin think u are jifanyain."Anajifanya ako stressed na anafly!"comments.I hated that& i'd get very angry!!!
I miss Kenyan college/uni life.I have basically missed out on dat&am not very amused:(

[blackberry69]

I FEEL YOU !!!! Maaa Ngai I thought I was the only one who was here becoz ni cham cha lazima. If u ask me, right about now I would board the akamba of the skies south west kama inngekuwa ikifika home I would be the pal sitting on the pilots lap just waiting to land before anyone else.

But as they say its an experience in itself and there are lessons to be learned. My advice make the best of any opportunities given here that way you prepare your mind for greater things. Trust me I have a 5yr exodus plan. Its better to gather myself together so that when I check in at home, I have situated myself with property, kazi or something ya kushikilia m***o.

[spider-ndwalz]

@ Black-berry; yeah i hear you- what to do but to live it and love it- i am trying ma best to- though ever so slowly- i guess to grasp every opportunity would be the best thing to do- thanks