[peter_maumau]

Having had a taste of what you are going through, here is my 2 cents

First of all, God has not left you nor forsken you..
This is a precious moment you can use to learn to live with him without otherwise destructive social networks..
Get to the nearest church, that preaches christ(And is not gay..u never know with the Americans as I found out) and lives for him, white or black,or even kenyan..they may find you strange at first but in time you will be a valued member..

Not everything Kenyan is good...Do not neglect your brothers or sisters but do not live as if life will stop without them,but you need God in that man eat man society, keep what you came firmly in mind and perharps use the loneliness as motivation to finish whatever you came to do and get back, if you so wish..

There are good radio stations, televisions stations and web sites (since web is more readily accesible,that can help you spiritually..
Believe me, as your faith grows you will see some advantage of being alone, but it is always good to be in the company of spiritual people no matter their background....

Though I found AMericans to have good infrastructure, as compared to Kenya, their social skills if you ask me are wanting... Forgive them for that..and learn to live with it, and not to judge or be bitter about it