[TeamManager]

>You assume that I wasn't once what you would define as a
>Christian. I once believed in all the Christian tenets,
>including that I could only go to heaven if I got saved
>(although I never did get saved). I just started questioning,
>and after a lot of reading and soul searching, I saw the light
>and rid myself of gods who want me to kiss ass every single
>day so I can get a chance to live with them forever in
>heaven.

From you defination of your 'christianity' I know understand why you took off.

You can sleep in a goat pen, smell like a goat etc BUT you will never be a goat. (sorry meaning slightly Lost in translation)