[Remedios_the_Beauty]

solo,
sounds like you are in a place that every one of us will be or have been.

all i wanted to say is that if being 'kenyan,' doesnt work for you now thats cool. it is part of your heritage but it does not describe who you really are. thats why i say that tribalists are not patriotic (or is it tribiotic?) they are just people full of hatred. being one tribe or another defines where you come from, it does not have to define where you are going.

nevermind what other people are doing they are just trying to figure it all out, just like you and you can trust me on that. i dont think we were put on this earth to suffer, we create our suffering through hate, fear etc, etc.

i think the point is...we have to work hard and earn it (enlightenment/fulfillment/truth/hapiness).

whatever it takes my friend, whatever it takes...