[Khaleela]

Sometimes when the day is hard.. You just do nothing but pray that the next is better.. But Sometimes the next day only gets harder.. Sometimes I lie down thinking of you, wondering if you’re thinking of me.. Wondering if you’re feeling what im feeling… Wondering if you care about me as much as I care about you.. Sometimes I feel so lost and all I need is your sweetness and love.. coz believe me if I don’t have you, I have nothing at all. You’re my everything.. So please don't hurt this heart that gave you its all.

I don't think you will ever fully understand how you've touched my life and made me who I am. I don't think you could ever know just how truly special you are to me. I don't think you could ever feel all the love I have to give and I'm sure you'll never realize you've been my will to live.

You've allowed me to experience something many people die without discovering. You are an amazing person and without you Im lost. Having you in my life completes and fulfills every part of me. The time spent with you is so precious and special to me. Because it reminds me of how lucky I am to have you in my life and the reason why I am in love with you and love you so much.

From the day I gave you my heart and taken yours, I’ve put yours somewhere special – right where mine used to be.

But now ure gone.. and im left broken and shattered not knowing what to do or where to go.. not knowing whether ure thinking of me or whether uve moved on.. not knowing whether ure doing the things i dnt like u doing.. I dont know but i know one thing... You forgot to wish the woman uve loved for more than 3 years a happy 21st birthday... the 1st 21st without my baby boo.. was hoping that I'd wake up to see an email from u.. but nothing.. the day is almost over and still nothing.. =(

Where are you?