[mr lonely]

I’m hurting. I visited home from stato to see my babe and to arrange how she can join me majuu. Although we were talking and emailing almost daily for the one year I was away, sasa she doesn’t allow me to touch her hata kidogo.I don’t think she’s playing hard to get because you can see the revulsion on her face every time I try to make a move. In spite of the pain of being rejected by a person I can do anything for, I offered to quit the long-distance relationship because I fear she’s no longer so much into me and she could be seeing another person she really loves. But she wants us to remain “friends” while mimi nataka tuachane kabisa sababu I’m like addicted to her and every time I see her or see her mail in my mailbox, my heartbeat goes haywire. Sasa ananisaka juu chini na ku-show up unannounced with our mutual friends although tume-agree it’s over and over na mimi I’m trying to heal before I start looking for my luck elsewhere. What does this mean? Can a person physically turn you off so much and you expect him to be your friend?