urn:www-mashada-com:feeds:atomMashada Blogs » stranded in meMashada Blogs » stranded in me2009-11-21T20:01:14-05:00http://stranded-in-me.blogspot.com/2009/08/women-n-sex.htmlstranded in me: Women n sex2009-08-26T11:50:00-04:002009-08-26T11:50:00-04:00 I have not learnt how to yet. The other day the body got needy and the cause of the heartache was there, ready and willing to service the need. The moment the orgasm was reached then the moment of truth came. The feelings are too deep for me to have casual sex with this person and only after my orgasm did i feel all empty inside. How was i to know that such a feeling existed when previously an orgasm with him left feeling all warm and loved? Now i know better. I should have but at point i just wanted him in me deeper, faster! ]]>http://stranded-in-me.blogspot.com/2009/08/dont-run.htmlstranded in me: Don't run..2009-08-24T14:15:00-04:002009-08-24T14:15:00-04:00 A place where there are no memories. Is there a place far enough since the memories I carry are in my heart. Since it's broken why don t the memories fall out and disapear?
Auuuuuuwwwwwiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii it hurts man!! Especially at nigt when everything else has calmed down, no crisis at work or avoiding rowdy matatus, just me and my heartache, pain like no other it's not physical yet it encompasses every bit of me. ]]>http://stranded-in-me.blogspot.com/2009/08/today.htmlstranded in me: Today...2009-08-21T06:20:00-04:002009-08-21T06:20:00-04:00 So what if I was truly, madly, deeply in Love with him. So what if I believed in us and thought he was the one...and actually thought this one would have a happy ever after ending...naivete...stupidity or blind love I wonder. It truly is a shame....
Now pray I ask how do I take a break from hurting?? In the mean time I'll have a glass of wine.... ]]>http://stranded-in-me.blogspot.com/2009/08/blueeven-had-blue-cheese-to-commemorate.htmlstranded in me: Blue..even had blue cheese to commemorate!2009-08-19T08:45:00-04:002009-08-19T08:45:00-04:00 You see as much as he says it’s the fact that he doesn’t want a baby I’m suspicious of a relationship he developed with a certain woman. You see I know why she’d attract him she’s about 40 her chances of giving are as close as mine are of meeting Taye Diggs and siring a heavenly child with him, not impossible just slim. Taye Digggs….hmmm nyummy, the thought of him in me, my hand on his naked butt…..slight cheer!
Well, didn’t work today but I have loads of work to do but because the thought of life is making me sick then I don’t care about it! So somehow I have to find a place in me that’s untouched by the mess and then maybe I’ll find a smile. ]]>http://stranded-in-me.blogspot.com/2009/08/why.htmlstranded in me: Why?2009-08-17T23:54:00-04:002009-08-17T23:54:00-04:00 ]]>http://stranded-in-me.blogspot.com/2009/08/pain.htmlstranded in me: Pain2009-08-17T14:35:00-04:002009-08-17T14:35:00-04:00 ]]>http://stranded-in-me.blogspot.com/2009/08/state-of-mind-unknown.htmlstranded in me: State of mind; unknown!2009-08-06T11:33:00-04:002009-08-06T11:33:00-04:00 ]]>http://stranded-in-me.blogspot.com/2009/08/adult-life.htmlstranded in me: Adult life2009-08-02T08:28:00-04:002009-08-02T08:28:00-04:00Today or in the near future i must make a decision, a very hard decision.. I must decide whether to pull the plug or not.
You see i must decide to keep a part of me I love or lose it for a me i may love. Wat to do?
Prince charming does not want bundles of joy but I do. I must decide if 2 leave him and find me a new one or to compromise. Bearing in mind I have a fibroid, so time is of the essence. Lord help me. Its to date the hardest decision i've ever had to make. If you see me be gentle i'm fighting a difficult battle and hurting tremendously in the process. ]]>http://stranded-in-me.blogspot.com/2009/03/dis-n-dat.htmlstranded in me: Dis n' Dat2009-03-25T03:05:00-04:002009-03-25T03:05:00-04:00 This year we shall watch the first season of my creation 'CHANGES'. Hopefully before the year ends we shall be commissioned for the second season. My plan is to get atleast one more show on air (breathe in.....breathe out)- freaking out coz i'm officially out of work!!
Taken a holiday in my house for a week where I'll do very little work for this week. Next week I start copywritting and selling. Wish me luck.
also in my to do list is a January 2010 baby, I guess I have time to sell the idea to my man I want him to father the child(s).
Happy 2009!! We'll chat later ]]>http://stranded-in-me.blogspot.com/2008/12/new-beginnings.htmlstranded in me: new beginnings2008-12-28T11:46:00-05:002008-12-28T11:46:00-05:00 ]]>
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