You see as much as he says it’s the fact that he doesn’t want a baby I’m suspicious of a relationship he developed with a certain woman. You see I know why she’d attract him she’s about 40 her chances of giving are as close as mine are of meeting Taye Diggs and siring a heavenly child with him, not impossible just slim. Taye Digggs….hmmm nyummy, the thought of him in me, my hand on his naked butt…..slight cheer!
Well, didn’t work today but I have loads of work to do but because the thought of life is making me sick then I don’t care about it! So somehow I have to find a place in me that’s untouched by the mess and then maybe I’ll find a smile.
