make mine a double espresso...
After weeks of locking myself in my room during the day, ignoring phone calls and text messages, only drinking at home, though now i'm down to not drinking at all and watching and re watching all the movies i have on my hard drive... I'm tired. I'm bored. I'm so freakin lonely... It's pathetic.
Everyone goes through one of these phases right? I'm just kinda tired of the people around me. I'm tired of how nothing's changing, life seems to be passing me by, in fast forward, changes i wanted to make about myself... From three years ago, i'm still unable to.
I'm lying in bed. Watching already watched episodes of "the war at home" full from the large pizza i made disappear(it was healthy though, it had pineapple), on a tuesday night, at 8.00 pm during my mid semester break. How dull is that...
Maybe it's my melancholia taking it's toll. Ugh. I'm just tired. And bored. And lonely. It sucks.
